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Everything has been hectic for the last few weeks, and I am not sure why... we really haven't had a lot going on but it  seems like we have. but it probably doesnt help that i havent been feeling good. It makes me not want to do a damn thing! Which is driving me crazy because i hate that my house is a mess!!! And my DAMN HUSBAND seems to think its not his job to help out! I have to force him to help me do the dishes!! and clean up after dinner... wow!! But he is actually helping me tonight... SHOCKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to the dr and I am due May 3rd, 2011 as of the date of my last period calculates but I go in for an ultra-sound on Oct. 1st to go by the measurements of the baby!  May 3rd is my brothers birthday and he would be stoacked if I had the baby on his birthday!! As long as I have the baby before Anthony deploys again I will be happy. I am sure i can do it alone but i just dont want to!

Anthony's ship is being STUPID!!! They are on 4 section duty instead of 6 section [REDICULOUS!!!!] I am sick of it but I am happy that they are no longer on 3 section but 4 isnt that much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the "friend" I was talking about in my post a few days ago...
She is NOT a Navy wife!!! She I havent actually talked to her in OVER a month!! So those of you who thought i was talking about you {MY WIFE!!!} I am not!!!


Just to clear that up.... I would NEVER ask someone to ditch their husbands/bf/Fiance's or whatever FOR ANY REASON!!!!! I would loove to spend time with the girls like I use to but EVERYONE is getting ready for their husbands to Deploy with-in the next six months {except for a select few} 
I love the girls I have met and I wouldnt change any of my relationships with ANY of them!! I know all of them will be there when/if i need them just like  i will be there for them!!!

Alexander takes after his dad in so many ways!!! He seems to think he is a fish when it comes to water! He LOOOVES the pool and has no fear!!  He runs to the side of the pool and trys to walk into the pool... yikes!!!  But Its fun to watch him tease his Dad! He runs back and forth between the ladders on the side of the pool just to make Anthony swim back and forth between them... Then He would stop to laugh about it!!! He had fun doing it for about 20 min before Anthony got tierd of it and make him get in the water again.

When we are at the park he gets Daddy to slide with him! Its so cute though!!! But he has him doing whatever he wants him to do and Anthony pretty much goes along with it!!! But he is getting better at discipling him!!! Alexander is finally starting to listen to him!!!

Since my husband has been home... more than one of my friendships have changed... Its really pissing me off because they can bitch they dont get to see me but yet they make absolutely no effort to come see me!!!! I know IM being a little extra bitchy about this but its been bugging me for a couple weeks!!!

Its like I was only good enought when he was gone. And thats not happening for awhile. I am sorry that I finally get to have my husband home... after a year its a big deal! I have tried to do things while he is on duty or at work but nope thats not working.

But whatever!!!!! I have "Earl" To worry about now.... stupid hurricane! He is supose to be here tonight but he isnt hitting us head on so that makes it soo much better!!!  We are just supose to get hit with the outter winds and some rain. And we are staying put. I have talked to the locals and everything and everyone is saying we are pretty damn safe where we are!!  Amanda and Madison are coming to stay just for company and that way if Matt gets locked on base they arent alone!!!!

Just hoping that Anthony gets off the Ship before they lock base down!!!! I really want him to be able to come home!!!

Im so excited..... but sooo worried

WOW!!!!!!! We had a great day!!!!!
My lover Amanda Weaver had her Party Gal's Party...  And that was AMAZINGLY fun! We got to know things about eachother that we didnt know. And some people may never be able to look at a turtle again.... LOL But we had a great time!!!!
I am thinking about asking the ladies that did our party if they would be interested in hosting a Scentsy party for me and I would host of them. This would have to be in October, Just because the month of September is FULL!!!!!  With my wifey's wedding and batchlorette party! I really wish i could have helped more for that but with Anthony's family here we did a lot of eating out and everything so we really didnt have the money to give. 
But this morning we delivered my Scentsy Products to my hostess. And then we went to get some pregnancy tests....
So i took one test when we got home and it came out negative. so a few hours later i went back into the bathroom... the pregnancy test was laying on the top of the trashcan with 2 lines..... So i told my husband and we decided I should take the other one. And that one came out positive as well... So that means we got pregnant shortly after he got home... Like within a few days after he got home =))...

I am kinda nervous about having another baby with Alexander but I think I will be fine.... But the worst part of it is Anthony will be leaving again shortly after the baby is born =(( But I think we will all be fine. Everything will work out and we will be a happy family... well as happy as a military family can be going through a deployment!!!!


I'm so excited =))

Job... yikes

I have been trying to figure out what we are going to do now that Anthony is back home. Well I figured out that we can NOT afford me not to go to work. Unfortunately! I really wish i didnt have to, but in a way im glad i do. It is a way for me to get out of the house and have some ME TIME!!!! My only problem will be finding a place to take Alexander while I am at work.   [[Anyone has any Ideas???]]

I was really hoping to just find some kids to babysit at home and then I didnt have to worry about getting a job. But that isnt working out for me. Scentsy isnt working out well enough to help us out drastically like we need it.  I just dont understand how... we had between 6 and 700 left after bills while he was gone. Now we are getting 500 less but we dont even have the extra 1-200 left. Its really upsetting me.

In a way I wish we could get out of our lease on the 3 bedroom and switch to a 2 bedroom apartment. That would save us a couple hundred at least in just rent. But we cant do that so whatever.   And if we could trade in the jeep to a car that got better gas mileage that would help a hell of a lot to. But thats not an option... UNFORTUNATELY!!!!!!!

I just want to scream and cry!!!!!!

SSSSCCCCCCRRRRRREEEEAAAAAAMMMMMMIIIIINNNNNG

I am sooo sick of having no money!!!! Its been a HUGE adjustment to not having the hazardous duty and family separation pay =//.  We have the money to pay our bills but not the money to spend on the things we use to. It really sucks but I am sooo glad he is home... no matter how much he stresses me out sometimes. I am really sick of not being able to go out and do everything I want to do but I think that will be different when I get use to him being home.  Its just a huge adjustment. but Im loovvving it!!!!! its just starting to get old when people ask me to do something and they dont understand that i cant afford to live like i did when Anthony was gone...  Its just getting SUUPER annoying!!!!  I think thats what is causing me to hate being around people right now.

But I have been feeling extra annoyed with everything lately!!! I am hoping its cuz I am Preggers! because thats what we want. Getting prego now would put me due before next deployment, or really close to it. But I am starting to think I am not prego =(( But oh well. I have taken a few of the super cheapo tests and they all come out negative. but im not sure if I believe them or not.  I feel like I am always going to the bathroom, and ALWAYS eating!!!!!!!  Plus im extra moody, and just crabby all the time. Plus no modivation to do anything. Its rediculous!!!!! It kinda makes me wanna cry!!!


but i think im done bitching for the time being.... got to get ready to go see the hubby on the ship today =))