I am so ready to find out if we are having a baby boy or a baby girl!!!! But i really want them to double check that their is only one baby because Alexander keeps telling me that he is having a baby brother and sister and they are both in my belly on opposite sides =/. I am 16 weeks pregnant now, only 24 weeks left!!! I hope it goes by fast but once the baby gets here i want time to DRAG!!!!!!!!
We are starting to look for a place to move. There is a part of me that wants to stay right here but we are looking for something cheaper but still has 3 bedrooms. I am sick of living pay check to pay check and not being able to save any.
After getting Tri-care prime in October my baby doctors office has now decided they have to have a referral for me to be seen there. So now I have to wait on that process before I can go back to the doctor... Which sooo is not a good thing because that could take another 2 weeks or more!!!!! My doctors apt was scheduled for Wednesday and they waited till I got there before they informed me of this bullshit! I could have had this process started or even taken care of before my appointment if they would have freaking told me!!!!!!!!!!
Then on top of that I have had a Migraine for 3 days now and nothing is phasing it!!! I have taken Tylenol over and over again and it doesn't even dull the pain. So last night i took Tylenol pm and that didn't really help dull the pain but it did help keep me asleep for more then an hour at a time. Plus Alexander is being a PAIN today! he seems to think he doesn't have to listen to me anymore! and when he does listen to me it lasts for a whole 10 min max!
Is fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My husband has been home for a little over 3 months and I have seen him for a total of maybe a month if you add all the sleeping hours up and everything! This is complete and total BULLSHIT!!!!!! They are having to pick up even more duty's because of ONE fucking department on the ship. I really don't give a shit if i piss someones wife off! Its fucking ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!! there is NOOOO reason the people who passed their inspections with FLYING COLORS should be suffering for the people who didn't!!!!!!!!!!!!
So now Anthony will be having duty and then the next night he wont be home till Alex goes to bed and then duty again.... THIS IS BULL!!!!! Alex doesn't see him enough as it is! This ship is seriously the WORST ship ever!!!!! They fucking had to work on Veterans day because it might give them Saturday off.... well they are still fucking working Saturday!!!
When Anthony is home he is DEAD tired and doesn't want to do anything, so it is pretty much like he isn't even here!!! This is seriously WORSE then deployment!!!!!! They might as well take them out to fucking sea for this bullshit!!!!!! It is 7:00 and Alexander wants to play with daddy but he can't stay awake long enough to play! This is hurting Alex worse then Anthony being deployed because he understands Daddy is bye bye but when daddy is home he wants daddy's attention!!! its killing me!
Christmas leave dates were relased, They are on the shorter side but not to horrible. But now its time to decide weather or not to go small on Christmas Presents and go back to Iowa or stay here and be able to spend that extra money on Christmas, our Aniversary and Alexander's Birthday. I just wish home was closer then 18 hours, And we had something that got better gas milage as well. It costs us right about $600 for the drive home (Round-Trip). But that includes the Oil change, Gas, Food and some extra snacks and stuff to have in the car. And we dont need a hotel room so that is a plus. But I am so unsure what to do. Anthony really wants to go home, He hasnt been home since last Christmas. But he doesnt want to cut it short with money anymore either. Its so frustrating! He wont be able to take leave again until their pre-deployment leave. Which kinda stinks but there schedule is soooo hectic!!
Today is a busy day!! We might be going to the Zoo for Military appreciation day with Miss Heather. Then I have a Scentsy Party this afternoon. I am crossing my fingers for a good turn out at this party. I had one yesterday with a pretty good turn out =) and she hasnt closed the party yet so hopefully she will pick up some more orders!
Well I have to go get Alexander some breakfast and get ready fro the day =)
I am sooo over this underway and they just left! Alex was not excited that Daddy will not be home for awhile =( He got mad when it was time for daddy to be off work and we didnt go pick him up =( But at least its only for a short time, this time! But I read somewhere today that Army and Marine wives have it worse, well i disagree! I wasnt sure how i felt about it when everyone was talking about it a few months ago but now i really think the Navy has it worse, we have to say goodbye more often. It doesnt matter how long they are going to be gone, its the fact that they are gone! I know from experience that being apart gets easier with time, Anthony had been gone for over a year before they got home in August and the first few weeks were horrible, i was a wreck but it got easier as i focused on other things, like moving to Virginia. But now that he is gone again I dont have anything to focus on except the 2 hour training class i have tomarrow.
Tomarrow miss Brittany is going to come watch Alexander while I go to my first training class to become a Child Development Home through the Navy. This will keep me occupied but also bring in some extra money =) thats always a plus! But I also dont have to worry about not being able to find kids to watch because the Navy sets that up =)!!
I havent been sick a lot with this baby but damn I feel like i have been hit by a semi every freaking day! I can take a nap but when i wake up i still feel like i havent slept hardly at all! Which is killing me, on top of not being able to sleep at night now my naps arent even helping, I dont think the doctor will put me back on sleeping meds for my Insomnia since im pregnat but im going to have to ask her about something because I am starting to slack on house work and everything.... Its driving me CRAZY!!!!!
I haven't blogged in quite awhile but that is mainly because every time i try to blog something goes wrong on the internet and it doesn't work right! GRRR!
Everything has been good with my pregnancy so far, I have been lucky and barely sick! one to two days a week I feel sick and cant do much without making myself sick =( But other then that I cant complain to much about it. Tomorrow i go to the DR for my first real ultrasound. I am excited, just to make sure everything is developing correctly. Plus I really want to find out the due date. Because based on the date of my last period I am due May 3rd but when she was doing my exam she said that everything was looking a little small, so I'm worried about that. I am just hoping the baby is healthy!!!
I am going to try to become a Child Daycare home [C.D.H.] I have to take some classes and go through some inspections in the house and then I can start watching military brats, lol. But it will also help bring some extra money in. And help us get a good savings built up =)!! I am hoping to get all of this started as close to the beginning of the year as possible, if not sooner! But it says it takes a couple months to get everything processed. I just want to get everything going and settled in before I have this baby and Anthony leaves! The only bad thing about doing this is I wont be able to go home as often, but that could be a good thing at the same time because it will save us some money!!!!! lol. I will just have to give the daycare parents a lot of notice so when we do go home it isn't as hard for them to have a back up and get it all set up.
The NAVY pisses me off ooooh so bad!!! Anthony was NOT suppose to be on this next underway because he had some class but they cancelled his class, so a week before they are suppose to leave they inform him that he will be going with them =(. I do think it is a good thing because we have been fighting a lot and maybe that will help us out a little. But Also because while he is out to sea i dont have to fight with him about spending money all the time!! lol so hopefully we can save some money! But knowing him he will find some excuse to spend money on something!
Everything has been hectic for the last few weeks, and I am not sure why... we really haven't had a lot going on but it seems like we have. but it probably doesnt help that i havent been feeling good. It makes me not want to do a damn thing! Which is driving me crazy because i hate that my house is a mess!!! And my DAMN HUSBAND seems to think its not his job to help out! I have to force him to help me do the dishes!! and clean up after dinner... wow!! But he is actually helping me tonight... SHOCKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to the dr and I am due May 3rd, 2011 as of the date of my last period calculates but I go in for an ultra-sound on Oct. 1st to go by the measurements of the baby! May 3rd is my brothers birthday and he would be stoacked if I had the baby on his birthday!! As long as I have the baby before Anthony deploys again I will be happy. I am sure i can do it alone but i just dont want to!
Anthony's ship is being STUPID!!! They are on 4 section duty instead of 6 section [REDICULOUS!!!!] I am sick of it but I am happy that they are no longer on 3 section but 4 isnt that much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!
