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Thursday, November 18, 2010

I am so ready to find out if we are having a baby boy or a baby girl!!!! But i really want them to double check that their is only one baby because Alexander keeps telling me that he is having a baby brother and sister and they are both in my belly on opposite sides =/. I am 16 weeks pregnant now, only 24 weeks left!!! I hope it goes by fast but once the baby gets here i want time to DRAG!!!!!!!! 
We are starting to look for a place to move. There is a part of me that wants to stay right here but we are looking for something cheaper but still has 3 bedrooms. I am sick of living pay check to pay check and not being able to save any. 


After getting Tri-care prime in October my baby doctors office has now decided they have to have a referral for me to be seen there. So now I have to wait on that process before I can go back to the doctor... Which sooo is not a good thing because that could take another 2 weeks or more!!!!!  My doctors apt was scheduled for Wednesday and they waited till I got there before they informed me of this bullshit! I could have had this process started or even taken care of before my appointment if they would have freaking told me!!!!!!!!!!  


Then on top of that I have had a Migraine for 3 days now and nothing is phasing it!!! I  have taken Tylenol over and over again and it doesn't even dull the pain. So last night i took Tylenol pm and that didn't really help dull the pain but it did help keep me asleep for more then an hour at a time. Plus Alexander is being a PAIN today! he seems to think he doesn't have to listen to me anymore! and when he does listen to me it lasts for a whole 10 min max! 




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Thursday, November 11, 2010

are you flipping kidding me?????

Is fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  My husband has been home for a little over 3 months and I have seen him for a total of maybe a month if you add all the sleeping hours up and everything!  This is complete and total BULLSHIT!!!!!! They are having to pick up even more duty's because of ONE fucking department on the ship. I really don't give a shit if i piss someones wife off! Its fucking ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!! there is NOOOO reason the people who passed their inspections with FLYING COLORS should be suffering for  the people who didn't!!!!!!!!!!!!  
So now Anthony will be having duty and then the next night he wont be home till Alex goes to bed and then duty again.... THIS IS BULL!!!!! Alex doesn't see him enough as it is! This ship is seriously the WORST ship ever!!!!! They fucking had to work on Veterans day because it might give them Saturday off.... well they are still fucking working Saturday!!! 


When Anthony is home he is DEAD tired and doesn't want to do anything, so it is pretty much like he isn't even here!!! This is seriously WORSE then deployment!!!!!! They might as well take them out to fucking sea for this bullshit!!!!!! It is 7:00 and Alexander wants to play with daddy but he can't stay awake long enough to play! This is hurting Alex worse then Anthony being deployed because he understands Daddy is bye bye but when daddy is home he wants daddy's attention!!! its killing me! 









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