Im so excited..... but sooo worried

WOW!!!!!!! We had a great day!!!!!
My lover Amanda Weaver had her Party Gal's Party...  And that was AMAZINGLY fun! We got to know things about eachother that we didnt know. And some people may never be able to look at a turtle again.... LOL But we had a great time!!!!
I am thinking about asking the ladies that did our party if they would be interested in hosting a Scentsy party for me and I would host of them. This would have to be in October, Just because the month of September is FULL!!!!!  With my wifey's wedding and batchlorette party! I really wish i could have helped more for that but with Anthony's family here we did a lot of eating out and everything so we really didnt have the money to give. 
But this morning we delivered my Scentsy Products to my hostess. And then we went to get some pregnancy tests....
So i took one test when we got home and it came out negative. so a few hours later i went back into the bathroom... the pregnancy test was laying on the top of the trashcan with 2 lines..... So i told my husband and we decided I should take the other one. And that one came out positive as well... So that means we got pregnant shortly after he got home... Like within a few days after he got home =))...

I am kinda nervous about having another baby with Alexander but I think I will be fine.... But the worst part of it is Anthony will be leaving again shortly after the baby is born =(( But I think we will all be fine. Everything will work out and we will be a happy family... well as happy as a military family can be going through a deployment!!!!


I'm so excited =))

Job... yikes

I have been trying to figure out what we are going to do now that Anthony is back home. Well I figured out that we can NOT afford me not to go to work. Unfortunately! I really wish i didnt have to, but in a way im glad i do. It is a way for me to get out of the house and have some ME TIME!!!! My only problem will be finding a place to take Alexander while I am at work.   [[Anyone has any Ideas???]]

I was really hoping to just find some kids to babysit at home and then I didnt have to worry about getting a job. But that isnt working out for me. Scentsy isnt working out well enough to help us out drastically like we need it.  I just dont understand how... we had between 6 and 700 left after bills while he was gone. Now we are getting 500 less but we dont even have the extra 1-200 left. Its really upsetting me.

In a way I wish we could get out of our lease on the 3 bedroom and switch to a 2 bedroom apartment. That would save us a couple hundred at least in just rent. But we cant do that so whatever.   And if we could trade in the jeep to a car that got better gas mileage that would help a hell of a lot to. But thats not an option... UNFORTUNATELY!!!!!!!

I just want to scream and cry!!!!!!

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I am sooo sick of having no money!!!! Its been a HUGE adjustment to not having the hazardous duty and family separation pay =//.  We have the money to pay our bills but not the money to spend on the things we use to. It really sucks but I am sooo glad he is home... no matter how much he stresses me out sometimes. I am really sick of not being able to go out and do everything I want to do but I think that will be different when I get use to him being home.  Its just a huge adjustment. but Im loovvving it!!!!! its just starting to get old when people ask me to do something and they dont understand that i cant afford to live like i did when Anthony was gone...  Its just getting SUUPER annoying!!!!  I think thats what is causing me to hate being around people right now.

But I have been feeling extra annoyed with everything lately!!! I am hoping its cuz I am Preggers! because thats what we want. Getting prego now would put me due before next deployment, or really close to it. But I am starting to think I am not prego =(( But oh well. I have taken a few of the super cheapo tests and they all come out negative. but im not sure if I believe them or not.  I feel like I am always going to the bathroom, and ALWAYS eating!!!!!!!  Plus im extra moody, and just crabby all the time. Plus no modivation to do anything. Its rediculous!!!!! It kinda makes me wanna cry!!!


but i think im done bitching for the time being.... got to get ready to go see the hubby on the ship today =))

Its been awhile since i blogged. But I have been spending as much time as possible with the hubby before he goes back to work =(( I am ready for him to go but at the same time I LOOOVE having him home, We just get on eachothers nerves.... which is understandable we are alwasy together

But his grandparents flew in for the weekend, They decided wednesday afternoon they were flying in, and flew in thursday afternoon. They fly out tomarrow morning, And I can not wait to have my house back and get it CLEAN!!!! Anthony has been yelling at me to stop cleaning while they are here becasue its rude but I cant help it anymore. I had to disinfect my entire kitchen today and then I got one of the bathrooms done before he yelled at me again!!!!

We have been to the beach, and had a wonderful time. Alexander loooves having mommy and daddy there to play with.  He ran back and forth between us. Plus running up to the area his great grandparents were sitting.

I havent figured out how I did all this without his help. It must just come and go naturally... But I dont know. I have had a blast having him home. But I have been missing my wifey like crazy!!!! Along with as Anthony says my Girlfriend!!! LOL I am not use to not being around them all the time.... But he goes back to work at teh end of the week and I will have my time with my ladies agian!!!! PLUS he has duty the day he goes back!!!!! So He goes back to work and has to stay on the wonderful ship... =// Not sure how Alexander is going to take to it though.... He will probably cry when we drop Anthony off at the ship but I think once he gets use to it we wont have any problems anymore!!!!

We got our family pictures taken about a week ago!! and they were AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I looove them!!! Christinia Rush Photography  IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!

I can not wait to get the prints posted around my house!!! They are going to look great!!!!  We will definately be booking pictures in the future all through her!!!! <3

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My hubby is FINALLY home!!!!  I am soooo happy to ahve him back!!! It has been great! We have had tons of SEX!!! LOL obviously! But it has been AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! Its so great to be able to lay in bed next to him at night! I can cuddle up to him whenever I want... YAY!!!!!! 

Alexander has taken to him AMAZINGLY!!!!! He is always talking about DADDY!! Or following daddy around! He has been playing catch or doing anythign at all possible with him....

The ship pulled in around 9 am Friday morning!!! It was so much fun! Watching was kinda fun. But it never really soaked in that they were home... It still hasn't compleatly soaked in!!! I cant believe he is actually home... But I am sooooooooo happy to have him home FINALLY!!!!!! But my wonderful feeling of having him home will be short lived... becasue the time he actually gets at home will go by WAAAYYYY to fast and before I know it he will be back out on another deployment!!!! =(( GRRR Navy!!!

Alexander was a PROUD NAVY BRAT!!! He waved that flag like there was no tomarrow... He hit a few people in the face along the way but that kept me in my personal space!!!!! <3 LOL I  wasnt a fan of being swarmed around by strange people..

We got to the Peir about 2 hours early! We helped set up and then just played the waiting game!! Which I am HOORIBLE!!!! I am sooo Impatient its not funny. I have a little more patience with Alexadner but NOT for anyone or anything else so by the time the ship acutally pulled in I was annoyed and ready to go home... But then we took one of Anthony's friends to the airport so he could fly home to his family!!!

ALexander is learning what to do to make a cute picture!!! LOL We were getting ready for teh night before party. Which was AMAZING!!! We had a lot of fun even though we had a last minute change of plans... It kind of sucked, It started STORMING so we had to cancel the "Candle Light Visual Servies" But it was still fun! We sat around and talked and really got to know eachother a little better...

I just read the stupidest thing in a blog....

I have had someone I know or family in EVERY branch of the Military, except Cost Gaurd. I dont think anyone has anything worse then anyone. Yes the Army deploys for 12-24 months but it doesnt matter if they are gone for days, weeks or months, its still a deployment!!!
A time away from his or her families. They dont get to see them any more or less then anyone else. Yeah the Navy deploys for 2-9 months normally but they deploy more often then anyone else. In a three year time period they would be deployed about the same amount of time, for most of the branches. 
EXAMPLE::: They Army deploys for 18 months then they are home for at least a year. Well the Navy deploys for 8 months, then has underways that add up to be about 3 months between deployments (10 months), and deploys for another 8 months and then they are home for another few months. But that adds up to ONE MONTH MORE THEN THE ARMY... so how do they have it harder??? 


ugh im so over this stupid bullshit... The Sailor's in the Navy have it just as bad as the Soldier's!!! They are getting paid by the same people. They risk their lives for the same people. They are doing everythign for the same people!!! so just shut you freaking mouth. Unless you have lived both lives then shut the hell up!!!!!

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I had an AMAZING time with the girls last night!!!! We had a "Mommies Night at the Beach" It was so relaxing... It was kind of awkword though because we kept looking for the kids and looking around for the kids. But we had the "World" lifted off our shoulders. 
But on the negative side, we did see a Jelly fish =// But we think it was DEAD! because it just stayed in the exact same spot for at least an hour.  And it was close enough to sting all three of us and it didnt, SO who knows. But offically today opeend Jelly fish season =// beach might not be happening for awhile!!!!  But my honey wants to experience the beach a little bit. But We may not do it to much, just because the Jelly Fish. I dont want Alexander to get stung... YIKES!!!!!

My wifey's little ones bday party was also yesterday so we had all the girls together... Well minus two, Miss Brittany was busy (Getting married!!!!) and Miss Amanda was visiting her family!!! But we had fun! We got an updated picture of us =)) Just need the two girls in there and we are all in it!!!

 

These girls in the pictures with me... They are my help through WHATEVER the navy throws at us. And I would have not been able to handle ANY of this deployment without not only these 4 but the other 2 who were out of town for this....

My little love bug is learning his sporting ablilities.... He loves sports period!!!! But here he is learning to throw a football. I couldnt help but capture that moment on camrea! His daddy needs to hurry his butt home and help him get his throw down, and learn how to bat left handed because Mommy cant do it!!! I have the hardest time helping him write left handed!!!! But I Love the fact that he is left handed, not only because it makes him more special but it makes his Dad and Great Uncle happier because he will be a left handed baseball player... =))