That means the baby is due in only 2 short months =)) But it also means deployment is right around the corner =((. There is a part of me that is ready to get this deployment going already, just because once they are gone they will be gone for a set amount of time and we wont have to deal with the bullshit schedules and under ways... But he leaves when Gavin is very little and wont be home until he is already crawling =( [so to say] but once this deployment is over he may not have to do another one on this ship. So that is a plus!!!
We have so much we want to get done before "D" day and so little time to do it because of the wonderful schedule they are under =((. Luckily we get one more weekend off before they start the 6 day work weeks. And HOPEFULLY we go through one of them and he will have leave for a week while my family is here =)) And that will be his "pre-deployment" leave since they are getting pom leave this time =( [which is total bullshit but whatever cant change it] but once again that puts it at around a year or longer before he sees his family, but thats not our fault.
Hopefully this deployment goes smoothly without any extentions so he will be home to see his first baby turn 3 and his second's first Christmas. Those are things you cant get back but also things he knew he might miss when he enlisted. Luckily we love to take pictures so no matter what he misses he will be able to see it.
This is a hard life and if you dont like what i have to say then dont read my blog... this is my vent!!!
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